At Thanksgiving, my parents removed my seat from the table. My mom said, “There’s no room for disappointments.” As I walked out, I dropped an envelope on Dad’s plate and said, “Happy Thanksgiving. I finally know why you hate me.” The room went silent. What they discovered next made 23 relatives gasp.
The dining room was silent now, save for the ticking of the grandfather clock. My father held the envelope I had dropped on his plate. His hands were shaking so hard the paper rattled.
“What is this?” Clarissa demanded, her voice shrill. “Regina, you are ruining my announcement!”
“Open it, Dad,” I said, ignoring her.
Harold tore the seal. He pulled out the papers. I watched his eyes scan the lines. I saw the moment the comprehension hit him. The color drained from his face, leaving him looking like aged parchment.
“Harold?” My mother’s voice wavered. “Harold, don’t read that. It’s nonsense. Regina is hysterical.”
“Zero percent,” Harold whispered.
“What?” Clarissa asked.
“Probability of paternity,” Harold looked up, his eyes wet and vacant. “Zero percent.”
A gasp rippled through the room. Aunt Barbara covered her mouth.
“That’s a lie!” My mother slammed her hand on the table, rattling the silverware. “She forged it! She’s always been jealous of Clarissa! She made this up to destroy us!”
“It’s on the lab letterhead, Diane,” Harold said, his voice gaining strength. “It’s signed by the geneticist. And… and there’s a letter from your mother.”
“Mother was senile!” Diane shrieked.
“Grandma Ruth wasn’t senile,” I said, my voice calm, terrifyingly calm. “She was the only honest person in this family. She took the samples. She ran the test. She knew you were punishing me for your affair.”
“Affair?” Clarissa looked from Mom to Dad. “Mom?”
“I did not have an affair!” Mom stood up, her chair screeching against the hardwood. “I made a mistake! One time! Thirty-three years ago! And I have paid for it every single day!”
“You paid for it?” I laughed, a harsh, jagged sound. “You? I’m the one who paid for it, Mom. I’m the one you pulled out of school. I’m the one you treated like a servant. You couldn’t stand looking at me because I have his face, don’t I? Whoever he is.”
“Stop it!” she screamed. “You are ungrateful! I put a roof over your head!”
“You put a roof over a secret!” Aunt Margaret stood up from the end of the table. “Enough, Diane. The girl knows.”
“You knew?” Mom whipped around to face her sister. “You traitor.”
“I knew you were abusing her,” Margaret said coldly. “Neglect is abuse, Diane. Erasing a child is abuse.”
My father stood up slowly. He looked at my mother, then at me.
“I suspected,” he said softly.
The room went deadly quiet.
“What?” I asked.
“When you were five,” Harold said, tears spilling onto his cheeks. “You needed stitches. The doctor mentioned your blood type. It didn’t match mine or Diane’s. I looked it up. I knew it was impossible.”
“And you said nothing?” I whispered. “For twenty-seven years?”
“I was a coward,” he admitted, looking down. “I didn’t want to lose my wife. I didn’t want to break up the home. So I… I just tried not to think about it. I detached.”
“You detached from me,” I said. “You let me think I wasn’t good enough for your love. But I wasn’t even playing the same game.”
“I’m sorry, Regina,” he sobbed.
“Sorry doesn’t give me my life back.” I turned to my mother. “Who is he?”
She clamped her jaw shut. “I will never tell you. I will take that name to the grave. You have done enough damage today.”
“Then I’ll find him myself,” I said. “DNA databases exist, Mom. You can’t hide him anymore.”
I looked around the table at the twenty-three silent relatives. The aunts who had judged me. The cousins who had mocked me.
“Enjoy your turkey,” I said. “And Clarissa? Don’t name that baby Ruth. You don’t deserve her name.”
I turned and walked out.
“Regina, wait!” Clarissa yelled. “You can’t just leave! This is my special day!”
I didn’t stop. I walked out the front door into the cold night. I left the pie on the table.